FINALLY GETTING OUT OF THAT SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!

Alhamdulillah!! I feel so happy when my mom called me last week and said that I am finally moving school.
I am currently doing IB at SRI KDU smart school...due to some changes that SOMEONE made without even consulting with the IB students.
To be honest, the IB students felt very upset and were left without words to describe their anger!
And this coming exam, they said that there will be a sudden drop in exam score because the exam will be harder. They said it's because the year end exam will be a mixture of simplified assessments and past year's IB exams..
well...to me, they're just avoiding from telling the truth...well, they're not telling us the truth...
but from what IB students can see, teachers are resigning all at the same time...what does that tell you?!
I think that someone only wants people from his country to teach IB students...
I think that he should open his eyes, look at what malaysians can do and stop stereotyping malaysian people and MYP students...
I kinda heard that some teachers were persuaded to leave that school...I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THIS SCHOOL?!!!! BUT IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY JUST THINKING ABOUT WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN WITH THE IB STUDENTS!!!

last friday, my mom called me and said that i'll be moving to kolej mara banting...Although I'm happy with the fact that I'll be changing school, but I'm sad because I know I'll miss everyone in IB Delta class...If I have the ability to bring them with me..I swear to GOD I will..
I don't want them to suffer there in sri kdu...
I hope their parents make a quick decision to change to a different school- to a better school!
After receiving so many toot news about this school, my dad came back from Dubai to talk to me personally...
He said, "as a father I'm disappointed with this school and as a customer I'm unsatisfied! I see that this is going to be a bad transition..I'm going to have to find you a new school"
This school really needs a slap one day! I'm tired of hearing that our CAS proposals are not being approved...It's okay to hear it once...but this is too much!! They made us hear it for lots of times...
We could have finished our CAS activities in the first year...but...due to many rejection, now I'm gonna have a problem with catching up my CAS hours because when I move to the new school, they will be doing less of service activities...AND BASICALLY!!! THAT IS WHAT WE ARE LACKED OF!
EOTTEOKKE???!!!!

Oh well..

Yesterday we slept at around 3 o'clock in the morning completing our G4 documentation...

It was like hell...Afterwards we looked at the videos and pictures taken during the G4 experiment and all...We nearly cried looking back at the memories where Along, Angah, Amoy and I went through lots of obstacles...and still, we stayed strong until the end and comforted each other with funny stories...

I love the happiness carved on their smiles...It made me feel like, 'I'm not alone in this world...I have all my sisters with me...' When I think about what's gonna happen in the future, tears flowing down my cheek...I know that moment is gonna be hardest for all of us...I've never experienced such hardships but they are always there for me...from financial crisis to family problems...from peer pressure to isolation...For all these times, they have been there for me...I'm sure that all these memories will be brought with me everywhere I go...

God has brought us all to IB...
I'm happy to have sisters like them...May God bless them with happiness and bright future...
GO PETRONAS SCHOLARS!!!! GO NERDIOTS!!!!

Seniors mock exams today!!!

Well, I feel sorry for them...But they worked hard for the past few months...I hope that they can do their mock exams easily...Especially the Petronas scholars! They must get above 35 and reach their dreams outside Malaysia..I'm really praying the best for you guys!!! D'shire girls will really miss them :'(

Oh well, now I've got to do a research for G4 project.Gosh! and in 6 months, I will be the seniors. I will miss all of the senior Petronas scholars; EMY, Fazlin, Zu, Jasmeet, Suli, Izzu, Fendi, Firdaus and Azlan!!!

K...gtg...tttbl!!!!!
:)

it's 4:26 am :'(

Currently i'm listening to should I confess by Soyu Sistar :'(
This song is just too sad for me to listen...
It reminds me of my ex...

The thing is, we broke up...
but we still contact each other coz we were childhood friends...
We broke up becoz I really wanted to become a doctor and to me relationship is a burden already...
After the break up, he kept on asking me whether I will wait for him after all my dreams have been fulfilled...
I answered no(obviously) and told him to move on...he got mad at me and started to blame me for the break up and made a conclusion that I, by accident, fell in love with him...I can never understand guys like him...
After that I told him that we should just leave to God (SWT) and He will decide our destiny...
He agreed but after several days, he asked me the same question, 'why did you want to break up with me?'
To be honest, the more he asks me, the more hatred I have for him...
Please...I don't want to hate my best friend...Why is it so hard to let go of me???!!!!!!!

heee!!! ^0^

A simple 'thank you' from him was enough to make me happy today! 

:'( could it be love? anh dweh!!!!!!! mal doh anh dweh!!!! I hate him!!! n I must continue to hate him...

Should it be like that??? waaaaa....IDK!!!!

He's from a far away land and I don't even know whether we will be able to meet again :'(

It's okay...I must let him go and study more!!!

*sigh* today...

Well...Today is one of the saddest day ever...As usual, facebooking and wishing people on bday...then I saw something that I wish I never did...It's something very shocking an unexpected (a little bit)
When I saw this thing, I lost all my hopes and dreams of becoming a-------------
Well I just couldn't tell what it is because it will be obvious...And I love to hide my feelings too...
I really dunno what to say...I'm heartbroken :'(
k la...I wanna go to sleep and forget about these things...maybe it's because I'm too young to think about these sorts of stuff...They are nonsense...I SHOULD REALLY REALLY MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Goodnight :'(

Something special and unexpected happened today...

I'm really grateful to have a family who cares about my health.
A father who cares about my feelings,
A mother who cares about my future,
Two sisters who care about my studies,
Two brothers who care about my behavior.
To me, my family contains every useful members in it.
I'm happy...

In KD...
Along who sees through me all the time,
Angah who is manja and likes to give me advices,
Amoy who likes to show her cuteness and tells her worries to me.

I love them all!!!
I love my life!! <3 <3 <3 <3

Happy day today!!!

Well, I've just talked to the best person eva today!!! wahhh...EPY nyeerrr....she treated me as a little sister..I'm happy!! I totally understand her situation...I'm only wishing the best for her! so that she can go to anywhere she wanted to go so badly..
Well, I hope she has the strength to stay strong and complete all her assignments...
Bbhasshah Unni!!!
Saranghae!!! <3 <3 <3

Just for you...weirdo~

weirdo~
this is just for you...i know that IB life has been very harsh on you...I wish i could follow your blog...
well, i just want to say that this is life...
And...
You are not alone...

You have me to go through this obstacles with you...
Remember this song??
'When I was left alone,
me against the world,
I knew I couldn't make it on my own.
Behind these lonely tears,
I'm walking up the stairs,
Reaching for the light to escape.'

And when we see that light of joy and freedom, we escape and become a better person...
I'm sure that that will be the moment where you and I get 45 points for IB...
And also, you have God with you...Please stay strong!
Bbhasshah Unni!!!
Go Go Unni Go!!!!

My first blog :D

Hey...Well, this is my first time...
well..as you can see from the URL, it says just for you 1900 onwards...
this means that all my writings are gonna be for those who were born in 1900-2011